I always denied our relationship. I never really loved you. My family warned me about you, but hey it's nothing serious. I'm just having fun. We did have some good times, so I thought. On the outside I appeared to be fine. I looked ok. But there was something missing inside, and when I would search myself you would tell me "it's nothing". For some reason our good times aren't so good anymore. You are there for the parties, drinking listening to music. You were always there for my arguments, hurt and pain. I started to wonder, were you the cause. Truth be told I knew you weren't the one for me but I couldn't deny a good time. My life started spinning out of control. I've experienced sooo much. Death of family, death of relationships......You smirked. You told me you were my friend and that you were the only one that actually cared for me. I look back and realize you didn't care. You could careless. You encouraged the anger, grudge, partying, pre-marital sex. You knew I wanted to wait. You knew how to lure me. The more I think about it, my family was soooo right. Momma knows best. So as of right now you can have all of your hiphop CD's back, your movies, and all the medicine you encouraged me to take for an illness I dont even have!! Give me back my Bible that you claim you didn't have but I found under your dirty pile. I want to be happy. Live again, love again, and I will without you.
SATAN WE ARE OVER!!