Fear is trying to be strong for your family, because if you breakdown, they breakdown.
Fear is wondering if your condition is a deal-breaker for your husband.
Fear is the confusion and pain that is on the faces of your children when you try to explain what's wrong with mommy.
Fear is letting a video do the talking because you cant.
Fear is wanting to be back to the old you, even though she was broken too.
Fear is losing your independence.
Fear is having your independence taken away.
Fear is smiling and saying "I'm fine" when you're not.
Fear can be a scapegoat or misplaced emotions. Fear can be confusion...and in this case, I confuse it with STRENGTH.