Well in case you all didn't know, my life forever changed on my brothers birthday 3-6-06. I was diagnosed with MS. MS is a condition that attacks the nerves in the body. It eats away at the protective cover called Myelin Sheth (like insulation on a wire) and exposes the nerve which cause many symptoms when exposed.
Back to the story at hand. I went through many tests, some painful. I've heard everything from : "you won't walk normal again", "you will get worse", and many other negative ungodly things. I have experienced vision loss, muscle weakness, and numbness in my extremities.
But the minute I heard, "you have MS', I knew there was something I was suppose to do. My life finally had purpose and a meaning that I could actually put my finger on. I am here to give God glory as well as lead as many people as possible to Him thru this story.
I had faith that God was going to do somethings for me. My faith was that one day the spots they saw on my MRI will be gone by the next one. And it was!! I said by March/April my vision will be at the point where I will drive confidently. And it is!
God is working with me and I can not let His works go in vein. I know that God didn't do this, He allowed it. He knows I am strong enough to endure it or He would not have allowed it. I know that this is for His glory and His glory only. I know it is to bring me closer to Him as well as others. Might sound crazy to some but this is the best thing thats happened to me. If I were weak and fragile would I have such a trial? Would I be able to endure the pain? No. All of my pain, trials and tribulations says that I am strong! And that this is only a testimony in the works.
Yes science says MS but God says Testimony!
Is your spirit in conflict with God? Is your world in contradiction to God's word? Is it in direct contradiction to God's plan and word He has spoken over your life? Are you or someone you know in a similar situation, science vs God? Or any testimony you would like to share? Please post your story or comment here!
5 comments:
Tia,
How are you? I felt it a must that I come past to say Hi! I wanted to know if it was alright that I feature this post of yours to my blog. If not, I'll take it down, but I thought it was very inspiring. Hit me up! I pray all is well.
Hey Chris!!!!! Missed you man! Oh of course you can feature it. I need people to know that it ain't over til HE says it's over! I want people to know how HE has blessed me and how God will do the same for them!! He is not a respector of persons.
Posted! Following! I just started to blog again and I'm gaining momentum and motivation.
I'm praying for you and I'm sure God will take care of you. Through your testimony, I see that he has been. Continue to be strong in the Lord and HE will continue to be strong in YOU! Be blessed!
I've always thought that my faith was strong...stronger than most; but yours truly amazes me. I've never though that the lesions would go away...and maybe that's the issue. I trusted that God would take care of me, but I never really thought about how much He really CAN do.
You're right, he didn't put this on me, but he allowed it. And as soon as i found out I had MS, I knew I could handle it. Something in me knew that I, of all people, could take this on like no other. I think it's time for a true re-evaluation of my faith.
Thank you so much for this.
Yes Jess!!! I'm telling you hun, when you truly understand how much HE loves you and wants you to see how great HE is...your faith will allow you to BEAT ANYTHING!!
"you of all people" HA!! If not you than who? He allowed it to happen to YOU for a reason. Tell HIM thank you and do your business!!!!
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