If you look into my eyes
you will find a young lady who has the ability
to laugh hysterically and cry uncontrollably
all in a day
You will find the jokester and life of the party
amongst her circle
Look into my eyes and you will find
I'm a mother, wife and friend
someone who puts others before her
loves those who angered her
befriends those who are different from her
brings those to tears in laughter
warms hearts with compassion and sincerity
but look a little deeper
You will find a young girl who still seeks approval
who's pain is deep and tears are shallow
but look a little deeper and you will find
the contentment of my present
the excitement of my future
the pain of my past
look a little deeper and you will find a young lady
who loves people
but wants to be alone (still tryin to figure that one out)
you will see a mother, wife and friend
deal with the curses of MS daily but ignore it
and keep it moving
you will find someone who will love so hard
til' it hurts
who has dealt with her own insecurities
not big enough, not tall enough and yes
not dark enough
Looking into my eyes will tell you
where I've been
the path I've followed
and pain I've endured
but look into my heart and you will find
where I'm headed
the happiness I' ve felt
and the journey I'm seeking
Look into my eyes......
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Very beautiful and insighfulm post, Tia. While reading, I thought to myself..."yep, yep, yep..." Like you I too love hard, but I wouldn't change it for the world because it only means that when I am in love, I am in love.
I didn't know you suffered from MS. I know what you mean when you speak of loving...but wanting to be alone. I can't explain it, either.
Enjoyed.
Yeah, there's not much I would change just improve on. Yep diagnosed on my brother's bday 3-6-06..days arent easy but having MS has been a blessing. I've been able to share so much. I have to spread how God has been good to me! My family, even hubby forgets what I deal with everyday. God blessed me to have MS without it having ME!
Yeah T...aint it terrible. A few boyfriends (before the babies) would say "Imma get you thick, then you would be on point" lol..now if I could only lose it..lol
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